Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Yeah! New Google ad shit... haha although I'm kinda an anarchist but free money is too good to resist. So what are you waiting for? Click on the Google ads to make me rich today. LOL. Google rocks man... better pay for saying this shit.

Anyway my second day at BBH was quite nice... Ya before I continue, I really felt sorry towards Jimmy, Yiyong, David and the rest of the guys at Reload for leaving. It's an awesome place just that it is hard for me not to go over with the opportunity at BBH. Hope I would last there man... =)

Busy with some stupid stuff to really blog. But then again, I'm a lazy ass so I guess that explains it.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008


I shall post additional updates to this topic tml. Need my sleep. Meanwhile enjoy the video.

Thursday, October 23, 2008


Was just listening to Jay Chou's new song on youtube and just feel like posting thoughts that came from nowhere.

If you haven't notice that I'll been doing a lot philosophy shit, my thinking has changed a lot compared to what I have been a year ago. And in another year, I might be flying thousands of miles to New York alone... Although it has been seen as a good experience but it's going to be hard. But precisely because it is hard that's why I'm going over, I just feel like setting up on own away from everyone I know and everything I own. Somehow it's hard to put my thoughts into word but I want to thank two person who I was close to but don't really talk to anymore now.

J***,
I can't exactly describe what happen between us. Perhaps I have hurt you once but hope you'll forgive me if you happen to read this now. Recently saw your msn and thought you weren't doing so well and probably still doing what you shouldn't. Sometimes I wish time would go back to those happy times but i know we are just from different world... This song is for you which probably you will be putting this as your ringtone. Hope your life would be better off now.

Kids' Mum,
It's been a year. A rather long one. Thank you for the sweet memories that will always stay with me. Think you're probably doing much better and should be much happier now. Kinda ended on a bad patch, really sorry that it had to be that way. All the best... Thank you in advance for your help to take care of the kids when I have to leave next year.

Sian... suddenly damn emo... =(

Tuesday, October 14, 2008


In da club... this makes me feel so wanna...

Someone just made me an offer and I feel damn flattered... Well... nvm =) Keep it a secret for now.

Oh anyway my Diesel Wall entry was one of the finalist selected for the competition in NYC. It was displayed as part of the Diesel XXX anniversary party which I presumed. Probably will post up some photos if they sent me.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

It has been 2 months since I last updated... probably I'll revamp this site purely for philosophy. Anyway I'm currently starting to write a book on philosophy which I may or may not finish. A lot of thoughts have been running through my head, so much so that it has come to a point where I cannot not put it somewhere.

In my philosophy there are a few fundamental concepts which I shall explain briefly:
- Perspectivity and Relativity
- Cycle and Balances of Natural Occurances

Perspectivity and Relativity
At the same time that each concept can be described on its own, it actually forms together as a whole ideology. In my view, life is a mere existence. Why would I say that? Rather than viewing life as an entity where it is viewed in the perspective of an individual, life is actually an event. It is an event where things happen. There isn't a definition of good or bad since an event is just a happening which it won't be enough to cover. Thus I have a concept that everyone's life began as a pool of still water, every single event no matter how big or small that happened causes a ripple. As time passes, so do the ripples in your pool. Each event affects your decisions that you will make in the future. If you get what I mean then think about it, the moment since you were born, your life is more or less predestined. Events that will occur in your life would more or less be roughly what it will be unless a spectacular effort is made to change it.

Ok till now i realise i haven't elaborate much on my basic concepts since there really isn't much space to talk about it... if I go on too late probably most would have left after reading right about to this point. haha. So in simple point form, I provide some food for thought:

Perspectivity:
How long is the lifespan of a dog compared to a human? Perhaps your answer would be human would live much longer and such. Well... it's not wrong but it isn't right. It is just like how dogs would think of us... Woah! this dude must be god... he's big, he lives longer than me, he could get food out of nowhere. Of course a dog probably wont think like that since they wont have a concept of god or time.

Another ideology would be relative to science, for anyone who knows about the laws of special relativity should know that spacetime is relative to mass. For those that don't, space and time are formed as a unity. Without time, there wont be space and vice versa. Example: I could tell u to meet at 4:30 or I could tell u to meet in town but without both information, we would never be able to meet each.... if you get my drift. Thus... according to Eistein's law spacetime is warped with respect to gravity(mass), although if mainly affects objects of relatively significant amounts of mass but how would you know that the dog is in fact not living the same amount of time in their perspective?

Relativity:
Emotion are one of the reasons there is meaning to life. Without emotions, basically there is nothing to life. Life is just a beginning of an existence with an eventual destination of death: a cease of existence. There basically isn't much meaning to life. If you look at evolution, life is a process of survival and reproduction. Ok back to my point...

What is happiness? It is a mere state of mind that when contrast to the feeling you were having previously. Without other negative emotions like dissappointment, sadness etc. , in fact there won't be happiness. Not that you won't feel happy but there will be nothing for you to compare to for you to know that you are happy. Which in fact, it will makes thing worst such that only negative feelings exist for such a person cause there won't be anything better than he would be able to feel.

It works the same no matter what the subject is whether it is economics, ecology, astrological occurance etc. If I go on, it would be what I will elaborate on the cycle and balance of natural occurances. So I shall stop here for relativity.

Cycle and Balances of Natural Occurances:
This concept is actually very near the idea of what the buddhism have of cause and effect. If you have seen my previous post on this, I'm not sure if I have presented this enough but this is extremely interesting to me. Rather than explaining I'll list out:

1. Atoms - Electrons, Proton, Neutron
2. Chemistry - Forgot whether is it Newton's law but this universal law states that for every reaction there is an equal inverse reaction. The same goes for energy and matter which the famous E=MC2 describe.
3. Sins and retribution - Perhaps some feel that current day legistative system would be enough for judging the evil deeds of people (which I disagree). But checks and balances in the social system of current society would eventually breaks a person that is evil deep inside. He probably won't be happy much throughout his life and achieve much of life's satisfaction. That is the balance that Buddhism meant (if I din't get it wrong).

I can't possibly state everything out but if you get the general idea then you should be able to understand.

In some of the other topics I will cover on in my book:
- The Meaning of Life
- The Beginning of Life, the Universe and Beyond
- General Concepts of Relative Philosophy
- Implications with regards to the Modern Social System
- Paradox of Relative Philosophy

For skeptics thinking that what would a 21 year old know about philosophy and life. Well... would a 80 year old would know anything about philosophy or life? To me, age doesn't matter in any case.

Guess I probably need a year or two if I were to finish this book, I need more research on various aspects of knowledge to have a more retrospective view thus probably need more time to update on something new. For those interested can give my some comment or such, it could give me a different view on what I have missed out. And for an publisher that happens to chance by... give me a call. lol. That's all for now.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Just found out that my thinking is quite similar to a German philosophy Friedrich Nietzsche. It really quite interesting. Anyone interested can ask me for its e-book... ok lame post

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Some K-pop for you...



Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Though it's kinda old but it should bring some laughter to those who haven't seen it before. =D

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Ok, I'm in the momentum so I shall update some stuff. Not sure what to term it as but anyway here it goes...

Just finished watching Stop-Loss and was inspired to rethink some reflections. In the movie, there was this scene where U.S troops were chasing Iraq insurgent forces. Shootings started and at the end of it all, some of the soldiers died, the "terrorists" got killed along with their families.

What grudges is there that existed such that killings occur? Would it happen that in another situation if they met, they could actually sit down and have a drink. It's hard for me to currently put my thoughts into words so I shall slowly elaborate starting with the milgram experiment.

The milgram experiment was a series of social psychology experiments which measured the willingness of participants to obey an authority figure who instructed them to perform acts that conflicted with their personal conscience. The results were that ordinary people simply doing their jobs, and without any particular hostility on their part, can become agents in a terrible destructive process. Moreover, even when the destructive effects of their work become patently clear, and they are asked to carry out actions incompatible with fundamental standards of morality, relatively few people have the resources needed to resist authority.

I want to highlight this as there was a time where I believe in whatever I was taught. It has to be correct right? This is how modern society is based on. Therefore even when presented with the truth, it might be deem heresy or simply just another conspiracy theory. When I slowly discovered the truth, I began obsessed with how the society actually works. I began reading and searching and the more I discovered I realized that loose ends of my queries began to tie. I shall go back to my original topic first.

I shall explain of how I perceive of the workings of the United States. All discussions are based on personal opinion. While masses of those who are blaming President George Bush for the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, it isn't him alone who is the start of the war. I find it impossible and too overwhelming to actually to type it out so I'll list it out instead.
( *If in doubt, do some research. Please do not just deem this as conspiracy. What I am discussing is only very very brief. Its main intent is to show express my ideology. Much more could be found in various mediums, there is extent materials out there to support my concept. Thus feel free to tell me if I'm wrong. )

1. The United States government owed a 9.5 trillion debt to the US federal reserve. For most who do not understand, US currency is not printed by the government. It is printed by private bankers who run the federal reserve loaning out the printed money to the government at interest. Yes... at interest. The federal reserve act established after the civil war allows this. Political reasons behind are too much to explain right now. But of course then again the endless war the America was involved in also contributed to the debt.

2. Why is the United States keep getting itself engaged in war when the national debt is already so much? The main reason is because it fuels production and it improves economy which is also good for the banking, oil and energy companies. Check out the history of the J. P. Morgan and John D. Rockefeller families, the real kingmakers of the current situation. For those who have watched Prison Break, it ain't that far-fetched ain't it (The Company). Too much of info out there, not really a need for me to say.

3. The drug trade, oil monopoly and gold standard system maybe I'll explain in detail next time.

4. The same goes for the USA Patriot Act. There's too much details in itself and the downfall of democracy.

5. Does it even involve us? United States have over 2.5 million troops in 737 military bases across more than 150 countries. It is one of the main financial centers. Look at the amount of countries it has invaded. Weapons of mass destruction that were not found and a sketchy tape of CIA trained Osama Bin Laden were the determining factors to wage a war. I just you guys will be smart enough to know what I'm trying to say here. Remember history are always written by the winners.

I know all these are gonna seem far-fetched to most people. For a moment, step aside from all the teachings and belief that you had and think logical whether if it is possible. It is saddening to see majority of the people not caring about what is happening until it is too late. The truth will set you free. Well... that's all for now.

Saturday, August 2, 2008

"Knowledge is power. The power of knowledge exist for those who knows how to use it when the opportunity presents itself."

For quite some time, I have been reading extensively. The area of studies I have covered includes economic, philosophy, political sciences, sociology, law, astrology, religion, history, medical sciences, sciences, propaganda, evolution & etc.

Though I'm not a master of any of these subjects but I have discovered an idea that ties everything together. It would be hard for me to explain it right here and now as I am currently researching on various facts on the relevant subject areas. Really hope the time will come when I can clearly present my findings. One might ask what's so special since I ain't a master of any of these subjects but the one thing that I realize is that few have ventured on all aspect of life to unite the "ONE" theory of everything. I will try to explain it... please be patient with me.

The basis of my discovery is somehow along the line like for every force present, there would be an equivalent counter-force to balance itself out in nature.If you just sit down and think, every matter in this universe exist based on a cycle.

In regards to astrology, the formation of zodiac according to the position of planetary system is more than mere coincidence. Ancient civilization like the Mayans, the Egyptian, the Babylons, the Chinese and the Westerns all have been involved in it for a cause. Like how planets revolve around the sun due to the attraction of gravity and yet not crash due to the rate of exponential expansion of the universe... maybe elaborate in the future if there's a chance.

In regards to sciences, the equations of mathematical formula or theoretical formula always balanced up. This is quite wide a topic to cover on so I'll just be brief. For example in Issac Newton's three law of motion, the net acceleration of an object and the net forces acting upon it are always equal. Damn...can't really think of a good example right now...

In regards to ecology, with the on-goings of pollution, global warming and such, the time will come when mass extinction event will come. Killing most of the life on the planet and with time, organism will learn to adapt and life will flourish again. Of course, this is just a rough explanation. Think about water cycle, photosynthesis of plant & food chain etc. All of these are just around us, the only determining factor is whether can we see it.

Ok, I know by now some will say that it is God who created all these and not evolution and all these other whatsoever. I don't even want to go on to this topic cause I will have to delve into the history of Egyptian culture, the formation of Christianity during the era of the roman empire and sociology. I clarify first that I have no objections to any religion.

Nevertheless, all these are just a self-note to myself. Maybe in 10 years time, hopefully I will be able to publish a book on these observations.

Here 2 kinda old music video that might be interesting...



Bye...